...

I said I love you too.
I'm not sure if I was really joking about it,
          now that I think about it.

Should I be?
I'd rather not ruin my friendship;
but I think I really meant what I said.
Maybe I should take a chance for once.

*shrugs* Meh. I'll figure it out as it comes to me I guess.


Maybe you'll answer the question for me.

ms. Indecisive,
--Empire

[I'll catch you on the other side of the fence, love.
                            'betcha I can beat you there.]

Well...
I'm still not sure what I want to do with this journal.
I've had this problem for a while,
on the subjects of journals...

I've never been able to keep one. Ever.

Yeah, I'll start off good, putting in an entry everyday, or at least when I want to get something off my chest...
But after a week or so, I forget.
I get lazy.
I just dont feel like keeping track of what I do.

Maybe it's because I'd rather have my life forgotten?
Forgotten by myself, I mean.
(Thats another problem I've got. My memory's terrible)

I dunno, maybe why I'm so hesitant to start this little thing here is because I'm worried it'll end up like all the other journals I've gotten.
Stuffed in the corner under heaps of clothes, collecting dust on the bookshelf.

meh... I'll get over it eventually and start posting some writing stuff.
I'll use this as a random place to put up  miscellaneous fanfictions.
oh wow.
my text size just changed?

uh, ok.
anyway.
maybe I'll put up snippets of my novella I'm currently working on...
I dunno. I'll figure it out when I'm ready.

well...
I made a live journal.
:P

hooray for me.
um, I'll be updating this thing a bit later tomorrow, I'm in a bit of a rush at the moment.
School's almost out and I can barely feel myself walking down the hallways anymore.
I'm so ready to be out of that place.